Tysin Monroe's Soul
Tysin Monroe's Soul

I am talented at breathing
especially exhaling
so that my chest will rise and fall
with yours
Reminisce

Wednesday, May 14th, 2008
12:28 am - Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it...
...I tried to be chill but your so hot that i melted
I fell right through the cracks, and i'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love
listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melody
It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved
So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours *scat*
I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm a sayin'is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue
I won't hesitate no more, no more it cannot wait, i'm sure
(there's no need to complicate our time is short
it cannot wait, i'm yours no please don't complicate, our time is short
this is our fate, im yours.
no please don't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, the sky is yours!)
well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family
it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved
open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la happy family it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la peaceful melodies
it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved...





I need to use this thing more!

Life is going well right now. I started my new position a week and a half ago and so far I love it. I dearly miss my former co-workers, but am growing very fond of my new ones.

I am at a point in my life where I am done putting energy into people that do not deserve it. I am done caring about people that tell me that I am their friend and then turn around and ignore me for weeks at a time. Purposely not talking to somebody, even if it is not out of maliciousness, is the same as ignoring, at least in my book. Really, all it takes is a call to say hi, or see how I am, once a week or so, I am not high maintenance at all. I am the type of person that would do anything for a friend, regardless of how much it would burden me. Actually, I never think of helping a friend as a burden. Anyways, the point of my story is that I am going to save my energy for the people that truly care about me. Besides, I have so many good people in my life that I should be thankful for them and not waste my much needed energy on negativity.

So, on a different note, disneyland on a slightly yucky monday is... amazing. I went yesterday with my mom since I didn't get to spend a lot of time with her on mother's day. It was loads of fun.

Guilty pleasure of the week= First season episodes of "South Of Nowhere".


It is way too late and I am hecka tired, off to bed I go.

<3<3<3

My mood: loved

It's Friday I'm In Love

Sunday, April 6th, 2008
11:37 pm - You're gonna wish these days hadn't gone by so fast
I definately need a vacation...asap!!!

I'm In Love

Friday, March 7th, 2008
12:08 am - When I need you I just close my eyes and I'm with you...
...And all that I so wanna give you, It's only a heartbeat away.
When I need love, I hold out my hands And I touch love. I never knew there was so much love Keeping me warm night and day. Miles and miles of empty space in between us, The telephone can't take the place of your smiie.
But you know I won't be travelling for ever. It's cold out but hold out
And do like I do. When I need you I just close my eyes
It's not easy when the road is your driver. Honey that's a heavy load that we bear. But you know I won't be travelling a life time. It's cold out but hold out And do like I do. Oh I need you. When I need love. I hold out my hands
When i need you I just close my eyes And you're right here by my side.
Keeping me warm night and day I just hold out my hands I just hold out my hands And I'm with you darling. Yes 1'm with you darling AII I wanna give to you It's only a heartbeat away. Oh I need you darling.




Matt's in Peoria, AZ. so I am crashing at my parents house. I love hanging out with them. My mom and dad are polar opposites, so it's fun to watch them interact. Had yummy food and yummier wine at Filippi's.

So, we decide to go to dinner and end up in Little Italy around 9:00pm and by 9:15, everything, save Filippi's, was closed. That's the one thing I miss about San Fransisco, everthing is open late. NYC was cool in that aspect also. If I work until 10p.m., I want to be able to get off work and go to a nice late dinner. Maybe the night owl in me finds that option appealing.

Work is how do you sayt?... CHAOTIC. Gift is running me ragged. We have sold upwards of $32,000 since Tuesday, that is INSANE! That's a lot of $22 lipsticks. The commission and my override definatley make the insanity a little easier to handle.

I need a vacation, pronto! Even if it's just a two day trip to Temecula. At this point, anything would be nice. Unfortuantely there are no vacations in my future for at least another three weeks. With enough pain killers and wine, I might be able to make it through.

Well, I think it's time for me to relax and try to get some z's in.
So good night, sleep tight, and in the morning go support your local Estee Lauder counter!
<3<3<3

My mood: lonely

I'm In Love

Monday, March 3rd, 2008
9:23 pm - There's something I can't quite explain...
...I'm so in love with you
You'll never take that away
And if I've said it a hundred times before
Expect a thousand more
You'll never take that away
So expect me to be
Calling you to see
If you're okay when I'm not around
Asking "if you love me"
I love the way you make it sound
Calling you to see
Do I try too hard to make you smile?
To make us smile
I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me
I can't believe you actually picked me
I thought that the world had lost it's sway
It's so hard sometimes
Then I fell in love with you
Then came you
And you took that away
It's not so difficult
The world is not so difficult
You take away the old
Show me the new
And I feel like I can fly when I stand next to you
So while I'm on this phone
A hundred miles from home
I'll take the words you gave me and send them back to you
I only want to see
If you're okay when I'm not around
Asking "if you love me"
I love the way you make it sound
Calling you to see
Do I try too hard to make you smile?
To make us smile





I really should start using this thing more.

I love myspace, it's easier, but Livejournal is much better.

The last couple of years really have been a blur. Being a full-time student as well as having a full-time job is just plain... exhausting. Now that I am done, I don't know how I did it for so long. I would do it again in a heartbeat, but I am glad I get some relaxation time now.

And as I type the word relaxation, a get a call from a fellow couter manager letting me know that the list of duties I left for the girls did not get done, which means that I get to go in an hour early to fix the mess that was made and get ready or the Free Gift With Purchase mayheim that is sure to ensue tomorrow.

I must say that I did warn my manager. I told her that it would be wise for me to close the night before gift, but she insisted that I have the three day weekend before gift off. Maybe next time she'll realize that I know what is best for my counter.

My Matthew is a lifesaver he is on his way home with yumminess! If it wasn't for him I wouldn't functon very well if at all.

Ok lovies, have a great night and stay away from that yuckie sickness that's going around!
<3<3<3

My mood: frustrated

I'm In Love

Monday, October 9th, 2006
11:02 pm - Because, I can see us holding hands...
And I know no woman that could take your spot my… If I wrote you a symphony Just to say how much you mean to me (What would you do) If I told you you were beautiful Would you page me on the regular (Tell me would you) Well baby I've been around the world But I aint seen myself another girl (Like you) This ring here represents my heart But there is just one thing I need from you (Saying I do) Because, I can see us holding hands walking on the beach our toes in the sand I can see us in the country side sitting in the grass laying side by side You can be my baby Gonna make you my lady Girl you amaze me Aint gotta do nothin crazy See all I want you to do is be my love (So don’t give away) My love (So don’t give away) My love (So don’t give away)
And I know no woman that could take your spot My love (So don’t give away) My love (So don’t give away)
My love (So don’t give away) And I know no woman that could take your spot My loooooooove Looooooove My looooooove My looooooove Now If I wrote you a love note And make you smile with every word I wrote (What would you do) Would that make you wanna change your scene And wanna be the one in my team (Tell me would you)
See what's the point in waiting anymore Cause girl I've never been more sure (That baby it's you)
This ring here represents my heart And everything that you been waiting for (Just saying I do)
Because, I can see us holding hands Walking on the beach our toes in the sand I can see us in the country side Sitting in the grass laying side by side You can be my baby Gonna make you my lady Girl you amaze me Aint gotta do nothin crazy See all I want you to do is be my love (So don’t give away) My love (So don’t give away)
My love (So don’t give away) And I know no woman that could take your spot My love (So don’t give away)
My love (So don’t give away) My love (So don’t give away) And I know no woman that could take your spot
My loooooooove Looooooove My looooooove My looooooove I can see us holding hands Walking on the beach our toes in the sand I can see us in the country side Sitting in the grass laying side by side You can be my baby Gonna make you my lady Girl you amaze me Aint gotta do nothin crazy See all I want you to do is be my love
Love My love Love My love Love And I know no woman that could take your spot My love Love My love Love My love Love And I know no woman that could take your spot My loooooooove Looooooove My looooooove My looooooove



I went to the Whaley House, which is the most haunted house in America, with my friend Melsa tonight, and I'm pretty sure I caught a few pictures of ghosts with my camera phone. One looks like a little girl, it's really creepy, the other is a circle of light, they always associate weird lights with ghosts, and there's nothing else in that room which could have made the light circle. If I could figure out how to get pictures from my cell to my comp, then I'll post them. They closed at five tonight, so I'd love to go back at night, when they're open until 10 or midnight, or even take the tour that goes to all of San Diego's Huanted place. That'd be awesome!



I am such a kid at heart, I'm going to Disneyland on Sunday for my Birthday and I have been looking forward to it since the last Disney trip I made. I've already planned everything in my head. Por Matt, he's such a good sport for putting up with my quirks.

The family computer crashed, so now I'm using my laptop now, which is nice because A) I don't have to deal with that slow ass computer as much and B) I get internet on my laptop, so I can watch T.V. and check myspace, or my email.

Ok, time to study for my Feminist Theory midterm!

<3<3<3<3

My mood: relaxed

It's Friday I'm In Love

Wednesday, September 13th, 2006
6:43 pm - If you didn't get an invitation, 'cause somebody left you out
So, I got the job and start Sunday.
I'm a little nervous, but I think it's because I'm out of my little comfort zone with my little Lauder family that I love so much. I'll miss my Alli Bean most of all, because we've worked together for over three years. We really do look and act like sisters, it's funny.
The only other thing I'm worried about is the drive, I go from a 15 minute drive to an up to 45 minute drive, depending on traffic.
Bleah!!!

Ok, time to finish my homework, I'm procrastinating!
<3<3<3<3<3

It's Friday I'm In Love

Sunday, September 3rd, 2006
10:37 pm - Would you accompany me to the edge of the sea
Would you go with me if we rolled down streets of fire
Would you hold on to me tighter as the summer sun got higher
If we roll from town to town and never shut it down
Would you go with me if we were lost in fields of clover
Would we walk even closer until the trip was over
And would it be okay if I didn't know the way
If I gave you my hand would you take it
And make me the happiest man in the world
If I told you my heart couldn't beat one more minute without you, girl
Would you accompany me to the edge of the sea
Let me know if you're really a dream
I love you so, so would you go with me
Would you go with me if we rode the clouds together
Could you not look down forever
If you were lighter than a feather
Oh, and if I set you free, would you go with me
If I gave you my hand would you take it
And make me the happiest man in the world
If I told you my heart couldn't beat one more minute without you, girl
Would you accompany me to the edge of the sea
Help me tie up the ends of a dream
I gotta know, would you go with me
I love you so, so would you go with me


School's in again, and although I love my freetime, I feel, I guess, more complete when I'm in school, like I actually have a purpose. It'll be nicer this semester because Matt's at state with me. Let me tell you, being all alone on a huge campus sucks, especially during you long breaks. I don't have to worry about that this year!

I'm still waiting to hear about my promotion. Macy*s takes FOREVER to tell people shit. I don't think my boss wants me to go, because she keeps talking in a negative way about the store that I'll be transfering to. She knows that it'll be hard to find someone who has the same, determined, work ethic that I do.

Well, that's all the newness in my boring world, time to finish my reading for class!
<3<3<3

My mood: tired

I'm In Love

Saturday, June 24th, 2006
1:01 am - She's got a one way ticket going anywhere...
I hate when matt's out of town, I just cannot sleep without him. :-(

Ok, G and Jules, you two are fired!!!! I live for your updates.

We're in gift right now at work and I am about to stab some people. OMG!!!! People, it's a free fucking gift, it is NOT life or death. You'd think they were made out of gold the way people fuss over them. Sorry but I am not going to lose my job because you think that you're better than everybody else a deserve more gifts.
UGH!!!

Ok, I'm going to try and get some sleep.
<3 you all!!!

It's Friday I'm In Love

Monday, June 5th, 2006
11:23 pm - She's just a lonley girl, living in a lonley world...
I love 3 point grilled cheese sandwiches for lunch. <3

Oh yeah, G, it doesn't say keep refrigerated on the butter, so I guess it'd be ok if you kept it with you.

So, yesterday I went on a harbor excursion brunch with my mother. lots of fun. Had a couple of glasses of champagne which are about 2 points each, and then I had lots of veggies, and some bad stuff. I counted everything as 25 points, just to be on the safe side.

Oh yeah, tonight we had 0 point root beer floats with frozen fat free cool whip and diet rootbeer. Yum-o!

Jew, you have a Rachel Ray cookbook, are her recipes point friendly? I love her and want one of her books, I just want to make sure I can use it before I buy it. <3

Oh, and let me tell you, I think this season of the Simple Life is going to be awesome!

Ok, <3 you all!

My mood: curious

It's Friday I'm In Love

Thursday, May 25th, 2006
4:20 pm
Note to self....never take a cycle class again.

OMG!!!! I decided to try a cycle class because I've heard so much about it and how great it was. Um, yeah, it wans't great for my swollen womenness. Yeah, I don't know how I got through the hour. I still can't sit without pain. I must say though, that the instructor was super nice. She knew this was a first for me and helped me out. She showed me how to set up the bike and the correct posture and during the class, she would make sure I was ok, or push me a little. So, in that aspect it was good, she teaches other classes, so I'll try those, but no more cycle for Shauntee.

Then, last night, my loving Matthew decided to tell me that Ricki Lake and I could be twins. Um, if it I wasn't in pain, that would have definitely kept it a sexless night.

<3

My mood: hot

It's Friday I'm In Love

Wednesday, May 24th, 2006
9:32 pm - What's New Pussy Cat?
AI has NO Business runing any Tom Jones song.

And, let me say, I am very bored with AI right now.

My mood: annoyed

It's Friday I'm In Love

9:29 pm - Yo Ho, Yo Ho, a Pirates Life For Me
Let's see here, school's over, so now I actually have free time, not that I have anything to do with my free time, but whatever.

Monday, my mother and I drove up to Anaheim/ Buena Vista, and spent the night up there. So, somehow, we got MAJORLY lost going up there, and we realized that it is me, Yeah, didn't surprise me either. The last few times I've driven a long distance with my mother, we've gotten lost.

So, we get off the freeway and ended up at a Motel across from Knott's Berry Farm, that name always gives me trouble, anyways, we found a motel to stay in. Now, when my mother came back to the car after checking in with a clicker, and told me ,"if we return this tomorrow, we'll get ten dollars off of the room," we should have known it was GHETTO.
We drop off our stuff and head out to dinner. We ventured to Downtown Disney and ended up eating at the ESPN zone. Very scrumptious!
After dinner, we went back to the room and I decided to take a shower. Of course, this place didn't provide shampoo, so I made the worst decision of my life and decided to lather up some bar soap and use that. Yeah, I know, I don't know what I was thinking. So then we watched some tv and went to bed. However, that was the noisiest place I've ever slept. I swear somebody was knocking on our door at 3am!
After surviving through the night, we checked out, my mother returned the clicker and got her ten dollars.

Disneyland was fun, we hit California Adventure first, went on some rides I've never been on before. It was EMPTY the longest line was maybe ten minutes and that's for the good rides.

So yeah, we had a good time, and let me just say, wine tasting in California Adventure= Happiest place in the happiest place on earth.

Ok, <3 you all!

My mood: tired

It's Friday I'm In Love

Tuesday, May 16th, 2006
11:10 pm - Some girls they do get weary
So, I caught the final song from each contestant on AI tonight and I must say that Taylor made me swoon. *Try A Little Tenderness* is one of my all time favorite songs. I've been waiting this whole season for someone to sing it and I'm glad he did.

Thursday's my last day of finals, I am so ready! Today was my Astronomy final, so we'll see how that one went.

So after my final today I dropped by to see my mom since she was off today. We went shopping and then saw "United 93" it was very...powerful. I liked it because you saw everything that was going on that wasn't showed on the news it wasn't just an hour of seeing what might have happened on the plane. Very moving!

Back to studying.
<3<3<3<3<3

My mood: cheerful

It's Friday I'm In Love

Wednesday, May 10th, 2006
9:29 pm
ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME??????
I am thoroughly disappointed with American Idol right now.

um, ok, Elliot needs to fall off the stage and go home RIGHT NOW.

My mood: sad

It's Friday I'm In Love

12:30 am - Just a small town girl, livin' in a lonely world...
This is for G-ster, Im getting back on the LJ wagon.

School's almost out and I cannot wait for some much needed time off. This semester was way more stressful than any other. I think with the the whole changing company thing, I was thrown off track. My grades are still pretty decent, but I was just scatter brained this semester.

Work is settling down too. Expect for the fact that all of the Macy*s girls cannot make it through an entire shift. Um, it's not that hard to work a full shift, try doing it and going to school full time. Gosh!

Ok, time to finish up my Astronomy paper!
<3 you all

It's Friday I'm In Love

Thursday, February 16th, 2006
10:54 pm - You're the words that come out easy and I am speechless at best...
...Your star it seems to shine above the rest. You're the face before the cameras, The smile i'd like to earn. The closest thing to perfect, In a hollywood to burn. You're the beauty that is deeper,
Than eyes can merely see. The closest thing to perfect. But the farthest thing from me. I'd love to be, The shoulder that you cry on.
I'd love to be, The friend you call when things are great.
You're the dream that hasn't ended, And I'm still anxious for rest.
Your words they seem to hang above my head.



My favorite band just broke up.

RIP Juliana Theory.
<3

My mood: crushed

It's Friday I'm In Love

Monday, February 6th, 2006
6:53 pm - Pantera Fans In Love...
I hope this brightens everybody's day <3...

It's Friday I'm In Love

Friday, February 3rd, 2006
10:28 pm - caroline laughs and it's raining all day...
...she loves to be one of the girls, she lives in the place in the side of our lives where nothing is ever put straight she turns her self round and she smiles and she says "this is it that's the end of the joke" and loses herself in her dreaming and sleep and her lovers walk through in their coats


Ok, might as well update...even though there are only a hand full of you that read this.
<3 to you.

Life's moving along at completely weird speeds.

School is speeding by, after this I have 2 more semesters-hopefully- before I graduate. This semester fucking rocks, I love all of my professors and course topics:

Historical Archeology-the professor's hot and the class is very interesting.
Cosmology and Gravitational Collapse- Another very cool topic and the professor is funny which always makes easier to sit through class.
Roots Of Civilization- Again, the professor's hot and the topic is interesting.
Women and crossculteral perspective- Good professor, no midterm or final, just one tiny quiz and some writing assignments.
Bio-cultural Diversity- I had this professor last semester and loved her. Again, very cool topic.

disclaimer, I am not that smart, the titles are just more complex than the class is. <3

Work on the other hand is a different story. They still haven't told us where we'll be working next, or if they're just going to give us severance.
It's annoying to no end and they need to hurry and give us some sort of detail.
Also, I am tired of customers asking the same stupid question every two seconds.
The next time somebody asks me what I'm going to do now that my store is closing I'm going to say, "Well, I've decided to jump off the Coronado Bridge."
Bleah.

Everything else is cool.

Time to kick into housewife mode and make dinner.
<3 you all!

My mood: lonely

It's Friday I'm In Love

Tuesday, December 20th, 2005
7:46 pm
And, no more school until Jan.18th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*faints*

It's Friday I'm In Love

Thursday, November 24th, 2005
12:24 am - Gobble gobble goo and Gobble gobble gickel



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Love to eat turkey
Love to eat turkey
Love to eat turkey
Cause it's good
Love to eat turkey
Like a good boy should
Cause it's turkey to eat
So good

Turkey for me
Turkey for you
Let's eat the turkey
In my big brown shoe
Love to eat the turkey
At the table
I once saw a movie
With Betty Grable
Eat that turkey
All night long
Fifty million Elvis fans
Can't be wrong
Turkey turkey doo and
Turkey turkey dap
I eat that turkey
Then I take a nap

Thanksgiving is a special night
Jimmy Walker used to say Dynomite!
That's right
Turkey with gravy and cranberry
Can't believe they traded Darryl Strawberry.
Turkey for you and
Turkey for me
Can't believe Tyson
Gave that girl V.D.

White meat, dark meat
You just can't lose
I fell off my moped
And I got a bruise
Turkey in the oven
And the buns in the toaster
I'll never take down
My Cheryl Tiegs poster
Wrap that turkey up
In aluminum foil
My brother likes to masturbate
With baby oil
Turkey and sweet potato pie
Sammy Davis Jr.
Only had one eye

Turkey for the girls and
Turkey for the boys
My favorite kind of pant
Are corduroys
Gobble gobble goo and
Gobble gobble gickel
I wish turkey
Only cost a nickel
Oh I love turkey on Thanksgiving

I'm In Love


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